As time goes on the pain from my hart seems to be slowly dissipating little by little, it has been now five months since we parted, and it has been a grieving process almost if someone you loved dearly passed away and knowing that they will never come back again.
- At first you cry yourself to bed every night. Some nights you may get sleep some none at all, and you amaze yourself that you don’t get sleepy during the day without no sleep, maybe that is why you start to notice that you are losing weight like water, which at that time it is the only positive thing that has happened to you.
- You have lost hunger for food, and when you eat you cannot even test the flavor but you eat it anyway only because you have to.
- You really do not want to go anywhere, and just want to hide from the world, but somehow your kids make you go to certain family occasions.
- You get emotional when people ask you what happed and you wonder why? Why? Do people always have to know what happened, why can they just be glad that you are there and trying to move on, and let you have fun for once.
