I keep having this recurring dream that my husband is sleeping and we have a newborn baby that wakes me up and there is something that I need help with and I try to wake him up, but when I go to touch him, he is cold and not breathing. As the dream proceeds, my husband passes away and it ends up that his parents take the house from me and are trying to take our baby boy too. It is so vivid that I can see his mother saying to my face that the baby would be better off with them, not me. The dream is so real that I wake up crying each time I have it.
